I find myself once again, for the seemingly thousandth time, doubting my reason d’etre. I have been experiencing a bout of ennui, not feeling…
I have a hard time believing. Raised by anxious agnostics with low self-esteem and a Depression mindset of scarcity who betrayed me, I have…
I spent the best and most beautiful years of my life feeling unworthy. Unworthy of love, acceptance, abundance, and your like for me. In…
Somehow I’ve decided that there is a box I am supposed to stay within. That to venture from the box is certain death. I…
I struggle with being myself. I have spent a lifetime trying to be the right me. “Just be yourself” confuses me. All the efforts…
It continuously occurs to me that the better I know myself, the better I can understand my value to the world and to you…
I have come to understand that the two areas of me that need the most work are self-trust and self-value. I believe that my…
Today was a Monday back at the desk. I have been waiting all weekend to be free to write. And when I sat down…
( This piece was published a year and a half ago in May of 2107 and yet I thought of it the other day…
I used to think that things weren’t as bad off in my first marriage as so many other scary marriages. I only suffered emotional…