Tag: childhood

  • Proving I Can Do It

    Proving I Can Do It

    I took Sas Pethrick’s Self Doubt Archetype quiz to see what type of gal she defined me as it relates to my procrastination and fear. And what I found out is that I’m an Innocent. In my childhood, I wasn’t empowered to believe I could do it. And so I don’t believe I can do […]

  • F*%ked up

    F*%ked up

    You know, in many ways, I was less eff-ed up throughout my life than I thought I was. Understanding that much of my screwy self was created when I was little living in a dysfunctional family, I did well to come out with the drive to heal that I have. But in a few ways, […]

  • I Was in Happiness Debt

    I Was in Happiness Debt

    I was thinking this morning about how I used to live my days from waking to sleeping , thinking I was inept and incapable. Every undone thing around me was proof that I was inept and incapable. As I set standards so sky high, I withheld approval for my life to be enough and I […]

  • My Choice and My Recipe for Happiness

    My Choice and My Recipe for Happiness

    My Happiness is mine to choose. And as overwhelming as that seems in choosing what that looks like, I’d rather the chance to vote. So I’ve embarked to rewrite my life script and reprogram my thoughts about me and my life that apparently hadn’t been working for me for a long time. They didn’t have […]

  • My Family Self or Myself : Who Do I Know Myself to Be ?

    My Family Self or Myself : Who Do I Know Myself to Be ?

    I am on a journey to understand myself. This involves both understanding who I thought I was based on the information I gathered as a child, and who I think Myself to be thus far as an adult. And knowing that I have the power to change what I think of me ensures I stay […]

  • Edit Your Story and Persist with Faith Like Cinderella

    Edit Your Story and Persist with Faith Like Cinderella

    The story that is our life, up to a certain point, is written and told by others. We do not choose our parents or where we are born or the social status we are born into. Nor do we have control over who keeps us alive and what they teach us as littles. Our lives […]

  • Belief

    Belief

    ( Enjoy this post From 2015)   Belief is the word of the week, of the season. Wrapping up the year, this concept means the most to me now. And so I will start and end on what the word belief has meant to me recently in hopes that I can both make sense and find […]

  • Feeling Your Pain Versus Being Your Pain

    Feeling Your Pain Versus Being Your Pain

    Since being a mother, I’ve had many “growth opportunities” to rethink how I express how I’m feeling about myself or my children. These are called AFGOs (another fabulous growth opportunity). Today, instead of yelling at and being impatient with my daughter for crying again for the umpteenth time about her pain which I perceived as […]

  • That I Matter is a Matter of Fact

    That I Matter is a Matter of Fact

    Such a search my life has been to find my form in the reflections I catch. I was invisible for so many years. And it occurred to me that we matter to our people as children and that makes us matter to ourselves. That our existence is a given and necessary to our family worlds […]

  • Letting Go of the People I Thought I Might Have Been

    Letting Go of the People I Thought I Might Have Been

    “Why do I have this box of stuff in the attic?”, I wonder. This questionable box has been there so long that it’s developed the dreaded force field. The box, because of its longevity in this spot, has now become a given and almost invisible. Except when I ask, “Why do I have this box […]