I was a skeptic too you know. What did these whippersnappers know. We didn’t need “social media” to be social. We have always used the telephone to communicate dammit.
And I can tell you, I’m still a little queasy about internet interrelations. What, you thought I was a pro at this? Because I’m here doing it? Bah, I keep thinking I’m the nerd on the schoolyard that everyone’s nice to. That they’re tolerating my comments on their sites but they’d wish I’d get the hint and stop already.
I am better than I’d ever thought possible but my hope is to get over my shyness sooner than later.
I’m three me’s. There’s me then, me now, and the me that I want to be.
I wrote the following some time ago in a mini thought journal.
Who I am Vs. Who I want to be
Just Writer Vs. writer, crafter, designer,
published and recognized by me for these
Talking Vs Listened to
Creative Only on Demand Vs. Creative on a regular basis
Contemplative Vs. Conversations
Dabbler Vs. Doer
Uncertain/Reticent Vs. Certain / Sure
Trying Vs. Doing
As long as you choose to change nothing, nothing changes. People were scared of the telephone too.
And I have no business reading anyone’s mind.
Either I am annoying and eventually I’ll figure it out. Or I’m not and I’ll rise above.
If you read my blog, you are helping me onward and I thank you!